Day 4 of not knowing how Faith is doing.
How I wish it was him counting. Day 4 of being sober.
I have sent a message today. He promised to repay me money I lent him to pay his rent as he had problems with his benefits. I hate to think he might be using that money to buy alcohol. Why do I say “might”?
Angry with myself that I paid his rent anyway, I just couldn’t deal with the thought of him being homeless again.
And now angry with him for not paying me back as he promised.
I kept it simple.
“I see you have not transfered my money into my account”
That’s it, nothing else. I don’t even know if he will see it.
I hate you alcohol!!!!