I haven’t got much to say tonight, I’ve had an OK day today (that’s a lie)
Its been my beautiful gorgeous step granddaughters first birthday. And I felt so not a part of it, not their fault at all.
What a lovely close family they are, it just hurts me that mine can’t be like that.
And I come back to messages saying “I can’t see out of my right eye” I’ve not moved, still on my bed in pain” so many messages of pain and sadness, I can’t cope with his and mine sadness tonight.
I want my family to be normal, why can’t I have that?
I’ve just done my spellcheck and can’t came up 4 times. 😦